Order in the Court
Self-deception and living a heart-led life
I’m trying, for what seems as if the first time, to listen when my heart tells me that everything is and will be okay and to run with it instead of interrogating it.
I oft find myself running in the direction of profound skepticism, falling into the abyss of self-doubt, seeking ways that nothing truly is actually okay and perhaps it’s meant to be said way for eternity.
It’s difficult, I’ll say, to trust entirely when not knowing entirely what you’re trusting, why, how, when, and where.
Especially when you so prominently have countless evidence to the contrary.
I always think I’d make a great lawyer, seeing that I can gather evidence to support my believed case oft without even trying.
I’d never pursue such course, however, for I am always reminded that lawyers oft translate to liars, as they oft stand behind injustice for a mere paycheck.
Perhaps I’ve already followed such path in deception of my own justice on a path to utter bliss.
